• Jun 11 Mon 2007 21:44
  • 回憶

時常在想
大多數的時候人是怎麼好好的活下去的
或著是說
大家透過什麼樣的方式認同自我 然後願意為了這個自己努力的活下去
是看到了遠方所謂希望的光
相信自己有天能成為心目中理想的那個人呢
還是內心深處有著像陽光餘溫般美好的回憶
就像是為了延伸自我內在美好的部分
相信總有一天能展現出最動人的姿態
所以人願意繼續向前走

或許兩者同時並存
但對我而言 未來是如此的不可預測
只有曾經發生的幸福時光 深刻到足以支撐我向前走

人是很依賴群眾的生物
發現自己是屬於某一個團體 是被需要的
是令我相當心安的一件事

因此我想 我之所以寫網誌和設置網路相簿 是為了收藏我的回憶
那些屬於我的人生重要的時刻
另一方面
也或許是希望這些對我很重要的人可以見證我是這樣的活過



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  • May 20 Sun 2007 23:37
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心情莫名的低潮
熟悉且依賴的人漸漸的離開身邊
喜歡的日劇主角慢慢成為金錢和權力的奴隸
世界好像無可挽回的傾斜了
本來可以鼓舞我的事
一件一件都消失了
從前容易滿足的我 不曉得消失到哪去了

整個人好像漸漸的變成透明
很想大聲告訴身旁的人
嘿 我在這裡
驚惶與失措湧到喉頭時
又說不出口
如果我說了真的會有人在意嗎
我努力表達換來的會不會只是另一對冷漠的眼神

身邊的人都毫不猶豫的向前走
好像前方真的有什麼值得努力值得期待的事
我往前看
卻什麼也看不到
決定暫時停下腳步
但是我連停下的方法都不知道

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A long, long time ago...
I can still remember
How that music used to make me smile.
And I knew if I had my chance
That I could make those people dance
And, maybe, theyd be happy for a while.

But february made me shiver
With every paper Id deliver.
Bad news on the doorstep;
I couldnt take one more step.

I cant remember if I cried
When I read about his widowed bride,
But something touched me deep inside
The day the music died.

So bye-bye, miss american pie.
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
And them good old boys were drinkin whiskey and rye
Singin, thisll be the day that I die.
Thisll be the day that I die.

Did you write the book of love,
And do you have faith in God above,
If the Bible tells you so?
Do you believe in rock n roll,
Can music save your mortal soul,
And can you teach me how to dance real slow?

Well, I know that youre in love with him
`cause I saw you dancin in the gym.
You both kicked off your shoes.
Man, I dig those rhythm and blues.

I was a lonely teenage broncin buck
With a pink carnation and a pickup truck,
But I knew I was out of luck
The day the music died.

I started singin,
Bye-bye, miss american pie.
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin whiskey and rye
And singin, thisll be the day that I die.
Thisll be the day that I die.

Now for ten years weve been on our own
And moss grows fat on a rollin stone,
But thats not how it used to be.
When the jester sang for the king and queen,
In a coat he borrowed from james dean
And a voice that came from you and me,

Oh, and while the king was looking down,
The jester stole his thorny crown.
The courtroom was adjourned;
No verdict was returned.
And while lennon read a book of marx,
The quartet practiced in the park,
And we sang dirges in the dark
The day the music died.

We were singing,
Bye-bye, miss american pie.
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin whiskey and rye
And singin, thisll be the day that I die.
Thisll be the day that I die.

Helter skelter in a summer swelter.
The birds flew off with a fallout shelter,
Eight miles high and falling fast.
It landed foul on the grass.
The players tried for a forward pass,
With the jester on the sidelines in a cast.

Now the half-time air was sweet perfume
While the sergeants played a marching tune.
We all got up to dance,
Oh, but we never got the chance!
`cause the players tried to take the field;
The marching band refused to yield.
Do you recall what was revealed
The day the music died?

We started singing,
Bye-bye, miss american pie.
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin whiskey and rye
And singin, thisll be the day that I die.
Thisll be the day that I die.

Oh, and there we were all in one place,
A generation lost in space
With no time left to start again.
So come on: jack be nimble, jack be quick!
Jack flash sat on a candlestick
Cause fire is the devils only friend.

Oh, and as I watched him on the stage
My hands were clenched in fists of rage.
No angel born in hell
Could break that satans spell.
And as the flames climbed high into the night
To light the sacrificial rite,
I saw satan laughing with delight
The day the music died

He was singing,
Bye-bye, miss american pie.
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin whiskey and rye
And singin, thisll be the day that I die.
Thisll be the day that I die.

I met a girl who sang the blues
And I asked her for some happy news,
But she just smiled and turned away.
I went down to the sacred store
Where Id heard the music years before,
But the man there said the music wouldnt play.

And in the streets: the children screamed,
The lovers cried, and the poets dreamed.
But not a word was spoken;
The church bells all were broken.
And the three men I admire most:
The father, son, and the holy ghost,
They caught the last train for the coast
The day the music died.

And they were singing,
Bye-bye, miss american pie.
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
And them good old boys were drinkin whiskey and rye
Singin, thisll be the day that I die.
Thisll be the day that I die.

They were singing,
Bye-bye, miss american pie.
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin whiskey and rye
Singin, thisll be the day that I die.

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最近看完勿忘我
再回想起這首歌
好像有點可以了解他想說什麼
想到書中敘述的人
覺得驕傲又悲傷
她們經過不斷的掙扎
終究還是以自己的方式沉淪而不自知
人不是一天就變成現在的自己

而所謂的絕對
到底是多少個相對無限逼近而得的結果
到底是誰可以喊
"好了 就停在這裡吧 這裡就是對的"

妮可羅賓說
地圖上是看不到人的
然後我覺得
就算你認識一個人一輩子了
我們又怎麼能從一個人的外表與行為判定他真正的本質
好吧 這個聯想扯太遠
我只是覺得很煩
這些無聊的人拜託停止批評別人停止要求別人按照你說的去做去思考
就做好自己吧
光是把自己做好就很辛苦了

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新年新希望
今年第一次有這樣的感覺
是在聽到"賀新年"這首歌的時候

人經過沉澱與自省後
得到的省悟往往就是最陳腔濫調的那一句格言
除去多餘的情感與環境因素
我們總是得到和前人一樣的感嘆

這一陣子
工作和感情生活
都起了很大的波瀾
整個世界重新洗牌
痛苦悲傷無止盡的眼淚與奮力掙扎
然後了解努力不能永遠讓我夢想成真
當世界偏離我預期的軌道
需要改變的或許只有我的想法

如果不能改變同事或工作內容
改變的就要是我的心態
如果相處時間就剩下一個月
那麼就要努力讓每個時刻都是快樂的
我一直都太幸福了
所以不知不覺越來越貪心
沒有發現即使又孤單又寂寞
我還是原來的那個我

新年新希望
希望自己能找到真正屬於我的方向
希望我能成為努力樂觀的人
希望自己懂得滿足又總是懷有希望

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